booooo.... i'm a loser waiting for you for you to notice me~ while i wait my hair turned white. years pass and finally, i've turn into an old man. but still you have not notice me. thats why i want to give up now... yea.... i don't know.. i don't know anymore... i don't know why i'm still can't get over you... i don't know why i'm fighting a losing battle... i don't know... not anymore...
• 8:46 AM
Okay... New Skin.. go ahead and comment. i don't mind. =x
like this skin better than the old one. old one so plain =.= updating in progress i also don't know what to update ._.
Happy Birthday Ahgong And Ahma! yar. happy birthday i also don't know what to say =3= Happy birthday lor. =x
sian. bored.
Saturday, September 26, 2009 • 9:40 PM
sian.... don't know why. nowadays keep having that kind of crappy feeling haiz... tmr ahma and ahgong birthday... Bored la. No Need trouble so much anyway. i also never buy presents. =x
i want to be forgotten. i don't want to exist. i want to be gone... i don't know what can i do... i'm sorry... ily.
Thursday, September 24, 2009 • 10:09 PM
I'm Sorry....
I'm sorry... I'm very sorry... I Don't Want to leave you but i had no choice... I was very dumb to choose it to end it this way... I guess i'm too sensitive to such things... I Don't want you to be hurt... I don't want to end it this way... But I.... I'm just a worthless piece of shit... I'm Sorry For Making this decision... I just want you to be better... I want you to be happy every single day... Even Without me around... Goodbye And Take Good Care of Yourself...
Mummy! Don't Keep Saying Bad Things About Yourself! Cheer Up! ;D
Sunday, September 20, 2009 • 6:50 PM
hi aliens... lol wasn't feelin very well this weeks.. down with flu and sore throat. lol but who cares? =P Sleep And Sleep And Sleep only. haha.
Yan nacchau keredo ii koto ga an no mo jinsei Sou yatte tsuzukenda Baby Never mind Never say die
who knows what the above sentence means i treat the person ice cream! Really! No Bluff!
Saturday, September 19, 2009 • 3:18 PM
LOL. I'm Studying Now. Can You Believe It? HAHA. My Mummy Tell me study for two hours. So I must study from 3.16 to 5.16pm! WAHHH....
i feel so lonely... haiz... =(
Thursday, September 17, 2009 • 6:00 PM
sian... sprained my bloody ankle =3= Fuck la... How? 这么办？ 看着办 lor. tmr most probably won't be playing anyway. Who cares?
Sian... Nowadays Fucking Moody... Haiz.... Sian la.... I Can Happy Then Suddenly Angry. Mood Swing Lo~ Sian.. Haiz....Life Fucked Up...
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 • 8:24 PM
YO! haha. I'm freaking bored now lol. siannnnn =/
Walao.... I not Bad Person Okay! Si JunWang! Pang Seh ME! =( Lalala~ Who Knows What Does Aishiteru Means?! HAHA.
Sunday, September 13, 2009 • 8:27 AM
Emotional Downtime Damn it. Been Feeling Emotional Lately. WHY?! >.< Ah... Crap... I'm Having A Sore Throat and a freaking flu now. stupid BBQ should have stayed home instead. BORED FUCK.... >.<
You Make me Happy,Sad,Angry We Promised. But... Damn it... I'm Sorry... I've Gave My word that it must not be true so, I'll do it. I feel So Stupid.... Sorry...
Saturday, September 12, 2009 • 9:05 AM
Guilty.
Don't Say Sorry Le. Will Make Me Feel Bad And Guilty.
罪深さが募る苛立 深まる僕らの愛の形 But Baby I miss you & I just want you やりきれない気持ちを抑制中 着信履歴に残っている 君の名前をも消せないでいる このローテーション落ちてくテンション 悲しいlove song on & on & on
Saturday, September 5, 2009 • 8:50 AM
itsumo doori no aru hi no koto kimi wa totsuzen tachiagari itta “konya hoshi wo mi ni yukou”
“tama ni wa ii koto iunda ne” nante minna shite itta waratta akari mo nai michi wo BAKA mitai ni hashaide aruita kakaekonda kodoku ya fuan ni oshibusarenai you ni
makkurana sekai kara miageta yozora wa hoshi ga furu you de
itsukara darou kimi no koto wo oikakeru watashi ga ita dou ka onegai odorokanai de kiite yo watashi no kono omoi wo
“are ga DENEBU, ARUTAIRU, BEGA” kimi wa yubisasu natsu no daisankaku oboete sora wo miru yatto mitsuketa orihime-sama dakedo doko darou hikoboshi-sama kore ja hitoribocchi
tanoshigena hitotsu tonari no kimi watashi wa nani mo ienakute
hontou wa zutto kimi no koto wo doko ka de wakatteita mitsukattatte todoki wa shinai dame da yo nakanai de sou iikikaseta
tsuyogaru watashi wa okubyou de kyoumi ga nai youna furi wo shiteita dakedo mune wo sasu itami wa mashiteku aa sou ka suki ni narutte kouiu koto nanda ne
doushitai? itte goran kokoro no koe ga suru kimi no tonari ga ii shinjitsu wa zankoku da
iwanakatta ienakatta nidoto modorenai
ano natsu no hi kirameku hoshi ima demo omoidaseru yo waratta kao mo okotta kao mo daisuki deshita okashii yo ne wakatteta no ni kimi no shiranai watashi dake no himitsu yoru wo koete tooi omoide no kimi ga yubi wo sasu mujakina koe de
On a day like any other You suddenly started saying, “Tonight, let’s go stargazing.”
“You say some good things every now and then” Everyone said, laughing On a road without lights, We merrily walked along like idiots And held our solitude and insecurity So that it couldn’t be crushed
From the pitch black world, I looked up Stars are falling in the night sky
I wonder how long the me That’s chasing you has been here Please, try not To be surprised; listen to These feelings of mine
“There’re Deneb, Altair, and Vega.” You point them out in the Summer Triangle I look at the sky and remember I finally found Orihime-sama But I wonder where Hikoboshi-sama is Well, this is pretty lonely
The cheerful one next to you… I can’t say anything
The truth is, I somehow Always understood you I found out That I’ll never reach you That’s no good; stop crying I should have said something like that
Trying to act strong, I cowardly I pretended like I had no interests But The pain stabbing my chest is growing Now it makes sense; I’ve fallen in love I’m sure it’s something like this
What do I want to do? Please say something My heart’s voice calls out Being next to you is nice Reality is cruel
I didn’t say anything I couldn’t say anything I can never go back again
That summer day Sparkling stars I remember even now Your laughing face, too Your annoyed face, too I loved them It’s weird Even though I knew, It was unknown to you My only secret Crossing over the night The you of my distant memories Points your finger With an innocent voice
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I'm Ang Bin Xiu!
You Can Call Me Bing Gan Or Gentle Giant if You Like xD
1st May is my day!
I LOVE ICE CREAM & CHOCOLATES & CAKES xD
I WANT TO FLY. TEACH ME PLSSSSSSSSSSS! =O
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