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The Tough Road
Moving On All By Myself
I know it's hard, but i have to move on
Because I Loved You...
Saturday, December 19, 2009 • 9:11 PM
On the day that I thought this would be the last
Came a elevating start which I can talk about now
My palms which your warmth spread and my empty heart
I'm searching for the paths we walked together by connecting our hearts

I want to protect it I will protect it
Even at times we can't meet
We are becoming stronger with every passing second

We embrace with the starry sky above us
I want to keep this moment, where there is no tomorrow.

I cherish your presence, the air we share together.
Where the tenderness of your heart reaches me.

Remember the warmth, the way we embraced.
It provides the shining light, our future

As I feel your presence, the never ending sadness melts away.
Forever and ever...

I want to protect it
I will protect it
Even at times we can't meet
We are becoming stronger with every passing second.

I won't forget it how I was reborn after meeting you.
I still believe it, that's why I want to keep it all.
I want to protect it all.
I want to protect it all.



Today almost faint again.
tmd... luckily didn't.
then in the end early morning very hot
i cold like... dunno what la.
i wonder whats wrong with my body nowadays.
some more i feel very cold.
stupid siaaaa....
nvm i go rest now,
Bye Bye. ;P
Friday, December 18, 2009 • 11:02 PM
sian.
nothing to post nowadays.
=O
been rotting at home lately
so.....
i'm bored.
hahahha
anw.
ytd, went to JP to eat KFC.
had the cheesy meltz crap.
Omg man.
regret. =.=
worst thing that is ever created related to cheese.
suckssssss.
hahaha.
after that went around JP.
like wahhh
walked same place for twice. hahaha
after that went to jw house there play basketball.
omgggg man.
suddenly rain like crazy then stop.
nowadays the weather weird weird de.
hahaha.
Thursday, December 17, 2009 • 12:10 AM
all right.
my right arm is covered with injury now.
LOL.
fell down while playing match.
then was practically hugging the ball when i fell.
so when i fell.
my elbow was going straight for the floor,
then the bball was at my chest when i fell,
so the impact was AMAZING. ouch.
hahaha. can feel my heart stop abit.
i mean really can feel.
now my elbow joint hurts.
and my chest hurts even more.
wthhhh.
hope the pain faster recover.
damn uncomfortable.
when i cough, chest hurts like crazy.
blehhhh. hahaha.

but still when i fell down, was damn funny.
cos was playing match so,
so when i fell.
i sat up.
cannot stand up yet, must adjust to it.
LOL.
okay so,
i heard teammate say
"THROW BEHIND THROW BEHIND!"
so i threw the bball as hard as i could.
suddenly,
BANG!
kena my junior face.
LOL.
cos he accidentally pushed me,
then he wanted to help me up,
but i didnt know so i threw the bball.
Damn Epic. hahaha.
Painful But Funny. xD
Hahaha!
i want try again, very fun!
Sunday, December 13, 2009 • 11:14 AM
画沙 MV


午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂
玩风琴就是爱瞎闹 堆积着无暇
我跟着站在壁沙岸 让你放不下

这风景如画 院子里画沙
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀
挑上脸 挑上花 有你的记忆干燥成瓶中沙
傻傻的 还想着你滴滴答答
擦美丽的指甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这么优雅

爱过你的风沙 我也一样值得你爱
管他风怎么刮 管雨就怎么下
回头过去原来 别说傻
回头不说一次 值得吧
我爱上这泪光 问你会不会爱我

这种景如画 院子里画沙
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀
用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 • 10:49 PM
RAWR RAWR RAWR!
xD
hahaha.
i found out one of my hobby le!
i like to talk crap. =)
hahaha.
today i told my brothers and cousin this when i was taking in the laundry from the window.
" Ehhh. Who want commit suicide one? Follow me"
then my cousin walked to the window, look down.
then i say,
"Oi Oi what you doing?"
he replied,
"jump off a building lor"
then i said,
"Cannot, if you want to jump must queue up and wait for your turn."
then they gave me that o.O face. hahaha
sooooo stupid. xD
Sunday, December 6, 2009 • 12:05 AM
hais....
after reading our conversations when we first talked...
i felt....
Very empty...
i don't know why...
but i want to cry...
i just want to let it all out...
i'm sorry...

hey...
i know what i'm doubting about le...
Saturday, December 5, 2009 • 10:23 PM

blehhhh...

i think i sick liao.

=O

anyways,

i was bored in the afternoon and i downloaded 2 more internet browsers.

lol.

opera and google chrome.

didn't know why anyway.

xP

but not bad.

trying out these two browsers.

maybe will keep using them?

hahaha.

eeeeee....

my blogger got problem

i mean posting.

walaaooooo....

Friday, December 4, 2009 • 11:00 PM
i wanna eat ice creammmmm~~~~
lalalala~
Thursday, December 3, 2009 • 8:04 PM


My favourite song right now.
:D
Puppy Love by Perfume.
For those Who wanna know what it means.
there is english translation inside the video.

oh, one more thing.
*"Tsunderation".
Japanese coined word.
The act of human who is cool surface but spoilt child within.

hahaha.

anyway,
watching MVP valentine.
kind of gave me....
errr....
motivation.
hahaha.
play basketball for the freedom and fun of it.
then you could truly feel it.
same goes for any other thing we do.
if it's not the fun of it.
then don't bother doing it.
if we don't enjoy something
why force ourselves on doing something we don't enjoy doing?
xD
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 • 10:39 PM
hais...
sian.
hahaha.
Watching MVP 情人 now.
hahaha.
watch before twice only.
forgot the whole story le.
so watch again.
hahaha.
quite touching and funny also.
hahaha.
i like how they fit in the BOA's every heart.
very nice.
:D
some scenes see le.
will feel very sad wanna cry. D:
some scenes see le.
will feel very happy. :D
8 more episodes to go.
hahaha.

anyway,
today had training.
mannnn...
don't know why
run abit only,
feel very breathless.
then need so long to catch my breath.
wapiang ehh.

anyway,
I WANNA EAT SUBWAY.
EXTRA CHEESE.
WOOOOOOHOOOO.
DAMN NICE. xD
I WANT WHITE CHIP COOKIES ALSO!
RAWRRRR!
WAHAHAHAHA!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 • 5:37 PM
rotting at home....
hahaha.
damn sian ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
at least got show to watch hahaha.
but still.
very borrrreeddddddd.....
wtf.
=.=
and....
im dam hungry nowwwwww
hahahaha.
next time i must buy alot of chips and cookies store at home
hahaha
RATIONS!
xD
then like that will grow fat. D:
hahaha.
who cares?
i wanna eat subway!
RAWRRRRR!!!
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