Why can't we go back to how we were? Like last time?

I never thought that a day like this would come.
where we would finally be strangers...
i wished this is all i nightmare.
i hope it'll would be better after i wake up...
everytime i think about it.
i would keep asking myself
what have i done wrong?
but...
no matter how much i ask myself
i can't find an answer...
when i asked you.
what do you cherish most?
you told me.
friendship. especially true friends.
and everytime i remember this i would begin to cry.
do you really mean it when you said that?
or were you making things up?
i really don't know anything anymore....
i've think too much about this problem
and i'm starting to go crazy over it
every night i would be thinking why?
why do you want to do this to me?
i would have a terrible headache and feel like just smashing my head into the wall.
but.
is it worth it?
even if i smashed my head into the wall
would you be my friend?
if that was to happen i'll be glad to do it.
but all i want now is that.
i want us to be friends again.
whenever i see that you're happy
i would think.
oh, you're happier without me...
what a fool i was....
trying to make myself useful...
i really hate your decision....
it hurts me more than anything else...
i really really want to get back to how it was before...
please...
why must you be so ruthless?
i guess...
i miss you too much...
can we get back to how it was before all this happened?




today english compo question i chose mistakes.
i also don't know why i chose it.
i just feel like writing everything that's in my heart down.
letting such a great friend go was my biggest mistake...
i wish i could correct this mistake.
and not let it happen again...
i hate to lose you.
i hate to lose a friend.
i hate to lose a mum.
i hate to lose a family.
i hate to don't belive in you.
i really hope all this is just a dream...
every night i would cry on and on...
i don't know why i'll cry but
i wish you would be there for me when i need you.
as a great friend,
as a great mummy,
who once used to be...

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